[Oh, he is. He's locked up everything since he was six, after all. Just because he ignored the feelings for ten years doesn't mean they didn't weigh on him.]

I-I miss them so much. I-I was finally starting to make plans for the future, j-just little ones - and then they forgot everything. I knew I was...going to die and m-my friends could all tell I wasn't okay but none of them knew...! A-And then I didn't even...say goodbye...

[He's quiet for a good long while after that, just crying and letting everything out. Eventually his shaking slows, his tears stop, and he gets his composure back. Maybe he's strong, but no one is strong enough to hold back that much pain forever.] Sorry... I haven't done that in a long time.